当我重新发现自己的时候英语作文150字

Once,Iwasoneofthemostfamiliarstrangerandhimself,thoughonthesurfacewehavealwaysbeenthedefaultasone,butIneverthoughtinmyheart,andthiskindofenergy,likesolarenergy,enoughtoletmefindnewthemselves,enoughtodefeatallcowardice,enoughtoknowmyself.Andnow,Ifoundmyselfseemsthatfollowshadowinsteadofme.

Iremember,thatspeech,standinginfrontofthewholeschool,infrontofthousandsofpairsofeyesonthehighpodiumabove,Iwillbeagoodspeechmadetobereducedtofragments,don'tevensaylikeothersspeakspeakinexcitementemotion.Intheend,Ijustdealwithit.ButIstillhavetoandtheothercandidatestogether,standattheballotbox,waitforotherstovote.Clearlyknowoneselfhavenohope,butstillwanttoseetheirowndefeat,derivedfromthefearandcowardiceinamomentthesky,thisisreallyacruel.Istoodattheballotbox,watchingthecrowdsflockedtotheotherdirection,theballotboxfullofothersinalittlebit,butI'm,pathetic,Istillsmiletostandattheballotbox,untilthecrowddispersed,notears,noshowheartlost.Itisatthatmoment,Ialwayssmileatthetime,Ifoundmyheartasmuchasyouwant,wherenotonlyfear,andthestrongforce,canbepainattacksinacompletemess,stillstrongsmile.Perhaps,thattimeIwasnotcompletelylost,myspeechwasafailure,butIrealizedthatanewself.

Maybesomepeoplewillthinkthatchangeisalossofselfexpression,butwhohavenotchanged?Everychange,canletusrecognizetheinfinitepowerhidden,canseeabettermyself.IfIliketopresentmyself,what'sthematter?

Irediscoveredmyself,andyouknowme,maybenotthesame.Youknowme,isinyoureyesIcanjudge,isquiet,alsomaybeabitnaive,evenwithalittlealoof,butIknowyoucanfromdribsanddrabs,Iseeatimeoftransformation.

Ifoundmyself,thathavealotofdreams,sometimesdonotknowhowtoachievetheirown;thatevenwhentoretreat,alsowanttosmiletoyourself;thatagainandagainchoosetobelieveyourself.

Inthepast,whetheritisgoodorbad,Icanonlysilenceacollection,thefuture,Iwillstillbeacontinuoustransformationofthepeople,nomatterwhat,Iwillalwaysbethatyouhaveknowledgeofme,andIhavefoundI.