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Thefirstdistressed

Idonotfeelbadanyoneand,atleastnotinmymemory.Inonemorning,Ihadafeelingfromtheheartofthedistressed.Because,mymother,mydear,dearmother••••••

Lessthanseveninthemorningthatday,Istillimmersedinthewonderfuldream,itwasaburstgently,slowly,feeblyawakenedbyknockingatthedoor,Ilookedupandpowerless,lookedtothesurrounding,butnotmymotherit!Ithinkshemaybebacktobuyfoodrightnow.Iwalkedslowlyoutofbedtothedoor.Open,andacoldwindcameinandturnedintotheeyesofthemother,but••••••butshewasnotcomfortablewearingcasualclothes,butbig,thick,redworkclothes;carryingthedeliciousbreakfastisnotdelicious,buttheheavyworkpackage;notaruddyface,but,andpale,thatthespirithasnot;eyeswereblacklikeanationaltreasurepanda.Obviously,shedidnotsleepallnight,orthatsheworkovertimeplusanight,andnowreturnedhome.Mynoseisanacid,likecrying,butdidnotcryout,becauseIrememberedmymotheralwayssaidtomesaying:Greatmorning,cryingisnotgoodmotherdoesnotlikemecry!Iquicklyletmymotherintothehouse.Inherdescriptionofoff,Islowlylearnedthattheoriginallastnightshewasonduty,butjustturntoalargeinventory(theonebyoneallthingsinthesupermarketcheckone)saysitwillstartsoon,butallofasuddencanbebusynow,andeverrested.NowthatIthinkis,RTmuchit!Likeasuddenmyheartbrokenas••••••listeningtodescriptionsofmyeyesasifamansawhismotherlyingonthetable,facingthevariousdepartmentstopayupform,thenumberofyawningstatistics;mothersawhugepilesofgoodsbeforefinishing••••••toblamethetearsflowoutagain,Ididnotendure,whentheventventitgo!Ijustturnedaroundandwipedhiseyeswithsilenttears,didnotletmymothersee••••••

Nowthinkaboutit,mymotherhasbeensohardforme,probablywhenshewasworkingovertime,Ialwaysthinkaboutwasme!