英文好的来，帮我把这些中文翻译成英文

Today,thewinesosweet,whybesosweet?

Ijuststilldonotwanttobelieveyounowbecomefact.

Iamdeeplyimmersedinendlessgrief,likeachildlosthisway

Fuckitthedawnshit..

CustomarytocallyoubyJiuJin,I'mstillheart,becauseyourvoice.

Youdonotsayanythingelse,thereisonlyalongsilenceandwanttohangcallmeassoonaspossible,reallychilling.

IreallyhateyouhatetoimaginewheretheGDShe'sgone,like,doyouthinkItoldyoukidding?AlthoughIcannotdothat,onlyyourlovewillletme.

YoualwaysreprovemethatIdobad,butwhenyoucomedownwhoismosttoaccompanyyouforthreeyears?

Andwhatdoyouandyoubetrayedme,cheatme.

Otherwomenareverygood,donotyouknowtheyarewithyouforanything?

NowthatI'mbad,thatyougottago,findyourownperfectsomeone.

I'vetornyourhypocrisyexposedinfrontofmesmiling.

Ihavedestroyedtheheartsofyourlove.

Alsothenameofafriendyouwanderaround,Iseeallfeelafool.

Yuduanyouconstantly,Idespisemyself.

Youlookingformetofindme,donotletthatwomanlookingformyphone,Iplayedrough?

Iwasnotgoingtogetbacktoyou,butyouhavetoseeme,Iagreed.

Nowyoutellsmethatwhat?Boring?

YousaidI'myourfavorite,nowseemsjustawhimjusttosaylies.

Chillingreallyfuck,Ihateyourcapricious.

yougottago,youfindthepersonyouwantit

I'mjustrestingatemporarystay,andcountlesspeoplewhopassyoubyone.

Sorry,yourangerisnowrecreationalproperty,thenmakeyourlovelifeisnotgoodtoo.

Good.Lookinthepreviousmutualaffection.Idonotblameyou,forifyouneverexistedinthisworld.

Youlike,Ilike,doyoulikethosewomenisrequired.

ButthelastthingIfinishedit.

Andthenhopethatweshouldnothavecommonground.

OtherwiseIwillnotcontrolbelongstoyoutoaplacewherethetwoofus,then,youdonotwanttogoanywhere.

给分吧